The despondent diabetic

Diabetes, Emotional management

I had a good day yesterday.  I did some exercise, had a very safe lunch with a lovely friend, did some work on the new novel, did some preparation for the job interview I have on Thursday, and had an equivalently safe dinner.

Why, therefore, is my blood sugar over 8 this morning?

I could cry.

I find these illogical variations very distressing and de motivating.  All I fancy now is to go and eat something that I WANT to eat, like pancakes in maple syrup, or brick sized slabs of toast, or how about a croissant oozing with cheese?

If there is no correlation between what I do and these readings, then WTF am I on this lifelong path of deprivation for?  WHAT DO I DO???????????????

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