I feel like I have a very great deal to catch up on!
It’s been a very busy spring. Between a major garden expansion, the continuation of my floristry night classes and getting my thesis accepted for publication, I have barely written a thing. I also got my first floristry client too, and her reaction to the flower crowns I made for her gave me sufficient internal fortitude to enrol in professional floristry training.
My main priority between now and when classes start next year has to be revising the thesis in order to meet my publication deadline. This is a strange process. I haven’t picked up my PhD since I submitted it and reading it again now in depth is highly illuminating.
Part of me is still astonished that I passed. I feel like I am falling into a tunnel as I read it, and that’s exactly what it felt like to write it. I was in an ever shrinking world. It is true what they say about specialisation. You get to know more and more about less and less. I see how, as I leap from one highly esoteric point to another, how far gone I was. Stress will do that to a girl.
It feels good to be making something more beautiful and accessible out of that raw material. But I still have to wonder. Why does this process have to be so punishing. I am currently watching two women friends walk this same path, and it’s not right. Learning should not be this stressful and this painful.
Processes of learning are significant right now given that I am a student again. I went back to look at all the photos I have taken of what I made in classes this year and what I have practiced on my own. Quite apart from realising that it was indeed a busy year, I also realised that for the VERY FIRST TIME EVER I kept my new year’s resolution. I wanted 2016 to be a year of creativity. It sure was. And here’s a few photos to prove it.
Thanks to everyone who has followed my adventures this year, have a wonderful rest of the year and joyful start to 2017. May all your dreams come true.