Defeat

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When I started this blog, it was for a rose related project.  A ‘meditation’ deck of cards.  On my list of possible cards was Defeat.

After recent experiences I am definitely leaving it in.

Austin’s rose Noble Antony is what I’d pick to illustrate it, but due to recent technological defeats I can’t include it right now.

i feel defeated on every level right now.  From the gardening contractor trying to extort double his quote to the impenetrability of computers, databases that are supposed to make life easier.  From my inability to manage my disease to trying to pull off a career change.  I’m so defeated that I just had to resign from my teaching job because I can’t cope.

Defeat.